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I’m so excited to see you’re here!

→ Oh, hi! (yes, I know I’m awkward)
I’m Farah Edzua. Or you also could call me, Farah. I’m a teenage girl who is a coffee lover and a big fan of cats. I could describe myself as a huge procrastinator or specifically, procaffeinator. It has become one of my habit, a bad habit. I’m also an introvert, awkward and a selcouth teenager too.

Maybe you’re confused why did I spell the word coffee without the double e. I did that on purpose of wanted to be different. I don’t want my blog name to be typical and standing up the same as other blogs. That’s one of my main reason I give the word a tweak.

I usually write about everything that I found interesting to be read. Including, the struggles and thoughts that people, especially teenager could relate. The possibility of my blog post topic is endless! So make sure you’re ready for lots of randomnessesツ

p/s check this out (I am a selcouth)

My eyes are blurry ✯

☞ Hey guys☻My eyes are getting blurry. That means that I’ll need to wear glasses. At first, I’m shocked and panicked. But however, I’m not confused why do my eyes got a farsightedness.

➊ Laptop’s status : Never shut down

Everything is in my MacBook. Including my work, my notes, my entertainment and etc. That is one of the main reasons, I’d never leave my laptop. That means my eyes were looking at the bright screen for such a long time. And slowly, my eyes became blurry. Got my point here?

➋ Watched the tv with a close distance

Lately, I’ve been watching tv (yeah, I rarely watch tv). And there is a big mattress in front of it. You guess it right. I will lay down on it while watching the shows. But there is one problem with it, the mattress is right under the television.

☞ I don’t know either I will need to buy glasses or leave it as it is and eat vegetables. Could you help me with that? Or even you have another way to solve my eyes problems. Comment down below your thoughts or anything and see ya

The recipe of me // tag

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☞ Hey guys☻ This is an absolute hilarious. And a great way to get to know yourself. I saw this on Trish’s blog and I definitely need to take a part of this ↓

➊ Prepare a bowl
-make sure that it is unbreakable or it will make a huge mess if you accidentally drop it.

➋ Start off by add in a tablespoon of introvert
-note: make sure that the spoon is big enough to fit in your mouth.
-she is a quiet person, she don’t talk much in real life

➌ Add in equal parts of procaffeinating and procrastinating.
-note: make sure that it is three bowl of each ingredient. nothing more and nothing less. 
-she has an exception when it comes to writing posts

➍ Add 3 cups of alexithymia 

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-alexithymia definition

-She isn’t the best when it comes to describing her feelings. You could see her crying but you didn’t know inside of her heart. She’s tough to be predicted.

➎ Add 5 cups of cats fur

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omg, the cat tho.

➏ Stir everything together and set them aside

 Now, make the other mixture of her
-note: prepare a small bowl

ⓐ Start off by add in half of a cup of stubborn milk
-note: make sure that the milk is fresh.
-She’s a stubborn teenager who is still under control. 

➐ⓑ Add a tablespoon of sugar
-She isn’t that bad, she does have the sweet flavor. I admit, her smile is hard as a rock but I’m pretty sure that she sincere smiling.

➐ⓒ Add in a cup of awkwardness
-note: she’s really awkward

ⓓ Whisk everything together
-make sure that everything is perfectly combined. Otherwise, it will look imperfectly done. 

➒ Mix both of the mixture in a big bowl. 
-note: then, stir it with a whisk

➓ Put it in the oven for 30 minutes 
– and, let it cool for overnight since she’s still hot. 
-note: it’s easy for her to move on from the past and forget people mistakes on her but there is always an exception.

P  E  O  P  L  E

Sarah . The Stylish Dreamer  .  Mahriya . Blizz . The Average Gurl . xskynightingale . Kitty . Haru . Evelynn . Kai and you

☞That’s it for today. I hope you enjoy reading this.Comment down below your thoughts or anything and see ya.

Ways of making life more meaningful (1)

☞ Hey guys☻ I’m currently reading The Yellow World by Albert Espinosa and I’m loving it. The book taught me lots of things about life. It would be nice if I share the benefit with you. I decided to make this as a series since one point could take over 5 notebook pages!

➊ Ask 5 good questions every day

In life, not everything is clear. You may have something that you do not understand or you want to know. But most of the time, we forget about it and ends up leaving the questions without the answers. Life itself generates a huge number of questions. So, you could use this method to make sure that everything is answered. It would make your life feels more meaningful.

The steps are

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1.Choose a color for your notebook

-The color has to have something to do with you. You may be confused with what color you should choose ( and so do I ) but you could solve it by looking at a box of felt tip pens/colored pencil and choose one to draw with; the one you choose will be your color.

2. Buy a notebook

-In the book, they said that we need to buy 10 of notebooks for every aspect in the world. But I prefer choosing one notebook and write every question from every aspect of my life.

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3. Write down all your queries

-Everything you don’t understand, you want to know. Anything including your stupid, complicated, eternal and your practical queries. For an example,

Stupid Queries : How do people manage to get their hair looking nice?
Complicated Queries : Why does summer zoom by and winter drag on forever?
Eternal Queries : Who am I? Who do I want to be?
Practical Queries : How do you rent a light aeroplane?

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4. Look for the person who probably has the answers

-Next to each question, you should write a possible candidate for the answer. Never leave this empty. Put someone down, even if you don’t yet know them personally. Even it’s someone famous, or invented or impossible.

5. Answer the questions

-Ask, absorb the answer and note down the queries that emerge you and ask again. The more queries you get answered, the better you’ll feel.

☞ Trust me, once you’ve got into it, you’ll become addicted to write in your mini notebook. I hope you found something new from this. 

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What do you think of this? Do you think this will work with you? Will you recreate this? Are you interested in reading more of these? Comment down below your thoughts or anything and see ya.

I’m bad at posing in front of the camera

☞ Hey guys☻

ⓐ I’ll never be on the catwalk stage

I’m bad at posing especially in front of the camera. I hate the moment where I’ll need to smile ( and pose ). Because I know, the final result will look extremely bad. My smile is hard as a rock and my pose is awkward. Me being a fashion model will only be a fairy tale story that will never happen in the real life.

 

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#goal

 

ⓑ No picture of me are allowed (except if it perfect)

I challenge you to find a picture of me on my computer. And nope, you will never find one. It will never happen. I’d never kept any of my pictures in any of my social media, computer desktop, or anywhere. It is hard to take pictures that I like (consist myself in it). That’s the only thing I hate about photography, taking pictures of myself. There are always things that make me dissatisfied with the picture.

ⓒ Practice makes perfect

That’s why I’d never take selfies. It’s based on a true story (my life, sadly). If you have the same problem, I suggest you learn and practice to pose and smile in front of the mirror. Find the pose that suits you the most. Unfortunately, I’ve got no time to do that (thanks to procrastination)

ⓓ “Yours never look bad”

Whenever I look at someone photos, it always looks perfect. It seems that they don’t care about how they will look in the picture. They’ll randomly smile and pose minimally whenever a camera comes to them. I don’t know how they did it but it seems easy to them. And I’m jealous.

“Mine is the worst while yours are perfect. ”
– FarahEdz’s situation

☞ That’s it. Believe me or not, I could write a book on this topic. I’m still hoping that I’m not the only one. Comment down below your thoughts or anything and see ya.

Oh, and I made a twitter account for my blog! Anyone here have a twitter account, feel free to leave your account link down below!

L  I  N  K : https://twitter.com/farahedzua

☾ Shoutout to my favourite bloggers ☽

☞  Hey guys☻Before I’ve reached hundreds of followers, I still have the opportunity to get to know with all of my followers but now, I couldn’t maintain the friendship between everyone that’s new. It’s hard to catch up with everyone and have a chat together. Maybe now, you could spend one minute to write a comment and tell me,

ⓐ what is your name
ⓑ  if you have any online messenger account for us to chat ( hangout, messenger etc. )
ⓒ tell me anything about you or anything

Simple, isn’t it? You also could reply to each other and make new friends and connections in this community.

The list of my favorite blogger

Unfortunately, I couldn’t include everyone in this post and some of you, I haven’t visited your blog yet so that’s why if your name isn’t in this list, you are allowed to promote your blog in the comment section below. 

TrainOfThoughts
Anna
Kitty 
Newbloggycat
TheStylishDreamer
WhatChiaraWears
Blizz
Evelynn & Nathalia – give them some supports!

Couple of things // 

ⓐ I’m working on a youtube channel
– Maybe you could leave a subscribe and supports?
– Links : my youtube channel 

ⓑ I have a life blog where I write the specific daily of mine
-Links : i am a selcouth

BTS collab // The reality vs expectation

→ Hey guys ツ I definitely need to post this earlier since the back to school season is near to the end (already end) I’m collaborating with the one and only, Salma Athirah. She is doing hacks for back to school. I decided to make a video instead of a post since I’m trying to be a half-time YouTuber. Yes, you heard it right.

To be honest, everything in this video is my expectations. It’s a true story. Before the school starts, I always plan my whole day at school in my bullet journal and the reality, it never happens.

 

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#neverhappen

 

●The expectation●

5.30 wake up excitedly (then, turn on the mp3 player)
5.35  done exercising with a fresh face
5.45 out of the shower
6.00  done getting ready smoothly
6.20 done eating delicious breakfast with the menu of

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▩ Avocado Toast With Egg.
▩ Quinoa Fruit Salad
▩Chocolate Strawberry Banana Milkshake
– ( different recipe every day )

6.25 reading books or posts on reader
6.40 wear the shoes and wait for the bus

 

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#thereality

 

●The reality●

5.30 annoying alarm with the first attempt of waking me up
5.45 annoying alarm with the second attempt of waking me up
6.00  annoying alarm succeeded waking me up
6.01 staring at the floor
6.06 finally standing up
6. 15 out of the shower
6. 20 wear the school uniform and walk downstairs in a hurry
6.25 eating breakfast with the menu of 

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// it still looks delicious//

▩ Egg sandwich
▩ Milk
– ( same recipe every day )

6.30 done eating breakfast
6.35 The bus arrived unexpectedly

In the first day of school we usually wake up excitedly and everything in the expectation column but every day, you’ll slowly become everything in the reality column. Am I correct?

→ That’s it for today. Well done for those who still in the expectation column until now. Uhm, for those you haven’t subscribe to my channel, maybe you could do it now? I really appreciate it☻What do you think? Comment down below your thoughts or anything and see ya.

Keeping a plant alive

 

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the reality // rip

 

→  Hey guysツ I’m pretty sure that I’m not a professional plants keeper but even worse. As you know, I bought a cactus and obviously, it already dead which clearly make sense because I’d never keep any of my plants alive ever before. I know, I’m really bad at gardening. That’s why my room is full of fake flowers because I’d never try to learn how to keep up with plants ☻

➊ Procrastination

You got me. I’m a big procrastinator. It isn’t surprising at all. It’s typical of being procrastinating on everything. The same goes to the cactus. I plan to water them in the morning, right after I ate my delicious breakfast but however, I got lots of things to do rather than watering my cactus. At the end, I couldn’t make it happen.

 

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#goal 

 

➋ Keep Forgetting

It’s typical of keep forgetting and being senile even though I’m still young (I’m young, right?) Mainly because I’ve got lots of things to do such as sleeping, do the piles of homework, eating, watching youtube ( and study, of course ) until I forgot to take care of my responsibility which is the plant. Surprisingly, it happens every day.

➌ I’d never prioritize it

Uhh, I know. This is my fault. I’d never ever prioritize the task of taking care the plants I have. I don’t take them seriously. That’s one of my main reason why I couldn’t keep up with all of them ( which means one plant ) It’s easy to take care of a single cactus but I don’t even know why I couldn’t keep it alive.

Why I couldn’t keep a plant alive

ⓐ I’m lazy
ⓑ I don’t know anything about plants
ⓒ I never learn

→ That’s it for today. Think positive rather than negative. Learn how to take care of plants and remove the procrastination habit out of your life. Guarantee you’ll succeed. But however, I’m lazy to think and learn about plants so yeah🙄  Comment down below your thoughts or anything and see ya.